: we were best friend since we were 13 years old :

i promise you that i will learn from my mistakes

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

If you never try, then you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Tears stream, down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream, down your face

I promise you that I'll learn from my mistakes

kenapa Coldplay? kenapa Fix You? karena lagu ini adalah favorit saya. kenapa favorit? karena di setiap baitnya memiliki makna yang dapat menggugah otak saya untuk segera melakukan sesuatu sebelum semuanya terlanjur dan saya menyesalinya. lagu ini selalu bisa membuang ketakutan dan keragu-raguan saya untuk mencoba sesuatu dan terus mencoba karena saya-tidak-akan-pernah-tahu-sebelum-saya-mencoba. yeah, if you never try, you'll never know!

musik adalah teman yang tanpanya mungkin saya sudah bunuh diri dari dulu. karena dia bukan hanya memberi kenikmatan di telinga namun juga ketentraman dan semangat untuk terus berjuang melawan ketakutan akan kegagalan hidup. musik menginspirasi, menemani ketika bosan, menasehati ketika gagal, dan selalu bisa membuat saya tersenyum dan melupakan kebodohan-kebodohan yang pernah saya lakukan. musik membangkitkan gairah hidup saya.

ini hanya sekelumit lirik yang saya suka dan saya ingat beberapa hari ini. lirik yang selalu menemani saya terutama ketika saya mandi.

I remember.. all the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I (mocca - i remember)

We could fly so high let our spirits never die (michael jackson - heal the world)

If I could undo all the wrongs that I've caused (dropkick murphys - bastards on parade)

Maybe you're smart but it doesn't mean a thing cause what they want is your degree (monkey to millionaire - rules and policy)

F is for friends who do stuff together U is for you and me N is for anywhere and anytime at all (spongebob squarepants - F.U.N)

Biar tubuhmu berkelana lalui kegelisahan mencari keseimbangan mengisi ketiadaan di kepala dan di dada (efek rumah kaca - balerina)

What you see is what you will get stop thinking too much you better now start your step (jenny - dance song)

Even we’re now much older hope our friendship will last forever (ballads of the cliche - back in the old days)

Bersamamu ku habiskan watu senang bisa mengenal dirimu rasanya semua begitu sempurna sayang untuk mengakhirinya (ipang - sahabat kecil)

And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud (simple plan - perfect)

I won't look back cause there is no use. it's time to move forward (paramore - feeling sorry)

We’ll never give up to get the star until we're down (killing me inside - moving on)

This is real, this is me. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be (demi lovato - this is me)

This is the last time to get it right, this is the last chance to make it or not! (high school musical 3 - now or never)

You can’t try to feel alone because you must share with the others remember in your mind you’re not God! (erwe – can’t lonely)

Please don't go away, i need you now (avril lavigne - innoence)

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight (blink 182 – i miss you)

disinilah kekuatan dibalik sebuah lagu, meskipun hanya satu kalimat jika dituliskan tapi makna yang tersirat sangat luarbiasa bermanfaat bagi kehidupan jasmani dan rohani, dunia maupun akhirat. well ini yang paling saya suka:

be true to yourself don't miss your chance (spongebob squarepants - ripped pants)